I'm aLwaYs wAiTinG FoR yOu

2011-03-04T14:28:00.000-08:00

5th of March 2011, 6.20a.m

Where are you?? =(

2011-03-04T04:47:00.000-08:00

4th of March 2011, 8.47p.m

These few days. . . . . .
I was walking alone in Sunway Pyramid and Pavilion!
Mom and dad's birthday are coming soon!
but i don't know what to buy for them this year!
just kept walking around the shops!
hmm. . .tiring days!
Oh yeah, but shopping alone is quite nice =)
I like the feeling so much! don't know why!
It can just help to calm my mind and everything!
Just like the meditation! Really weird, I don't know why!
SIGH! Can you suggest me what to buy for my parents this year?
Im planning to buy a handbag for my mom tomorrow. . .
Is it okay??? I'm not a person that thinks outside the box
so eventually I'm not a creative person!
so don't really know what they like =(
Aiyayaya!! tell me by today please!
because I have to buy their present before they coming back from oversea
hmm, today quite random, don't know why!
HAHA! okay, that's all! bye! good nights ;)

'Andy'

2011-03-03T05:48:00.000-08:00

3rd of March 2011, 9.50p.m

Oh, tomorrow will be our first test for specialist math.
hmm, good luck, guyz! wish all of us can do well in the test!
Honestly i like this class so much!
It is hard to explain why i like it;
maybe because of its united and i feel so happy when mixing around with you
i hope that ABANDON will not appear in this class
haha><
oh yeah, finally my Esl lecturer approved my topic! =)
quite nervous and a bit worry lar;
i'm not really sure is brasserie a good and suitable topic for me
but seriously i hope you guyz will like my presentation on the day!
because i felt this topic is quite interesting among the others
and many people just know how to wear a brasserie everyday
yet they don't know what is the purpose of wearing it
That's the reason why i choose it!
I don't know whether you guyz like it alnot
but for me i think is a very good topic
and i hope that you guyz will like it!

hmm, okay! study time! bye!
'Andy'

2011-02-28T07:16:00.000-08:00

28th of February, 11.17pm

Oh my gosh! Andy got his second saman again!!
JENG JENG JENG JENG!
seriously i hate the saman so much!
this is not because they give me a saman;
is because it is so ugly!
SIGH! Can anyone tell me what can i do with the saman?
i think im not going to tell my dad about this again!
i was just staring the saman at the windscreen!
and i just told Calvin: shit, i got a saman again!
Oh no, have to pay 80 dollars!
hmm, cant imagine the situation if i get the third saman again =l

. . . . . .

'Andy'

2011-02-25T07:09:00.000-08:00

While editing my header, i saw something pretty touching yet cruel. Share this article out if you do agree with me. Thank you.

"Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy."

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, re-blog.

hmm, okay! that's all! good night!;)

2011-02-18T02:56:00.002-08:00

18th of february 2011. . . 6.56pm

Be honest, i don't know what am i thinking nowadays
it seems like so complicated to me
i don't even know what was happening
i keep on trying to find what is going on
yet i failed to do it=(
i don't really understand why your face appears in my mind everyday
how do i keep my mind off you?
i think i have a crush on you but honestly you don't have to worry
because i wun confess to you and tell you about that!
that is my style, so that's the reason why when you asked me am i single
and i answered you yes!
i have seen so many cases about those ppl how thy broke off their relation as friend after confessing to someone!
that's why i prefer not to tell anyone about that!
writing my thoughts in the blog is the best way for me
your face, voice, and words make me feel happy every times
i hope i can see you in taylor everyday!
but i know it wun be happened!
when you passed by me, i was just attracted by you
honestly the more you talk to me the more i miss you!
this happened so naturally!
i will only stop missing you when i having my class =(
i don't really know how it happened to me!
but i will never tell you about this, dun worry!
so awkward will never happen to us =)
i don't know whether it's good but at least you will not ignore me
that's the thing i worry about!
hmm. . .SIGH!
that's all! good nitez!

posted by me, Andy!

2011-02-17T01:22:00.000-08:00

17th of february 2011. . . . 5.50p.m

SIGH! I woke up late this morning =(
when i woke up, i looked at my watch and it showed me 6.55a.m
OH MY GOSH! my class was at 8o'clock in the morning and
i was still on my bed! =.=ll
this is the first time i was rushing here and there!!!
luckily i still went to my class on time =)
yet i was still the last person who walked in!=(
Seriously today was a busy and vexed day!!!
i almost fainted!

just bought a bread and a chocolate milk as my breakfast=(
so hungry lor!!! =(
Anyway thank you, SAM! you are so good! =)
willing to accompany me and lent me your place to do my assignment!
haha! thanks a lot! =)
that's all for today! bye! =)

2011-02-09T07:26:00.000-08:00

9th of february 2011. . .11.26pm

hey sheng, be optimistic please!
i will go to your blog whenever im free
i was waiting you to update your blog yet u din~~! haha!
there are still certain friends will view your blog, dun worry!
haha><
oh yeah, help me to wish your brother happy birthday!
wish him have a great year ahead! from Andy!
haha! i dun think he will still remember me without looking my face!
anyway, wish you happy chinese new year!

Sigh! what happened to you? why your blog so sad =(
i dunno what was going on but hope you will get well soon!
haha! be optimistic brother! you told your brother to be optimistic,
yet you failed to do it! haha!
hmm, dun regret what you did, be happy because it happened!
lol. . .i dun really know the situation!
just hope that you will get stronger and stronger!
we cant really change things in our life,
the only thing that we can change is ourselves! =)

hmm, you know, actually i dunno what is wrong with me!
i was quite weird nowadays, i dunno why!
i felt so hard because of one thing!
maybe i shouldn't try it...the world will make me die! honestly!
i found out that i dun have braveness anymore!
HOW?!!! i cant stand it!
so,what can we do? we still have to be stronger enough!
that's the only thing we can prevent ourselves from getting hurt!
i call you and talk ''sam si'' is because i know you are my best friend!
you are the only one i will call and ''keng sam si''
be optimistic, my friend!
im so lonely nowadays, honestly!
my tear wanna came out from my eyes yet i still can stop them!
so i believe you can make it too!
haha! okay! have to sleep ler, good night my friend!
good lucks! i will miss you all the time! haha>< bye!

2011-02-02T06:55:00.000-08:00

2nd of february 2011.....10.56pm

everyday every nights, feeling is so complicated
Can anyone stuns me for a few seconds to stop my mind?
really dunno what is wrong with me =(
i cant stand of this feeling anymore!
please help me, please!
i cant stop myself from thinking. . .
wish to have a rest to stop thinking of somethings!
finally i realise why i not dare to step in to the world
because is really hard to make yourselves from thinking those things.
i dunno whether is my problem or what..really have to fix it soon.
if not im gonna suffer because of that.
my brain, my feeling, my mind cant stop thinking of that thing.
what is wrong?! i know why am i ______all the time.

''deepest from my heart'', in this chinese new year, Andy hope that Gods can really _______________________________ to him. thank you! Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year!

good night and good lucks!
tomorrow will be a new day!

2011-01-31T01:41:00.000-08:00

31st of JANUARY 2011. 5.41pm!

hmm, just back from college=)
Sigh! I am so tired! Mom and dad's fault!
told them to go back home. . .i really nidda a rest!
yet, they forget what i said! so sad!
yesterday is my cousin's son birthday and i went to his PARTY!
but then 2.30am only went back home and having classes 2day!
hmm. . .im gonna sleep later, HAHA!
Is there really a celebration called HAPPY CNY?
why i dun have the mood at all?
the celebration of chinese new year is getting down!
although is coming soon, but really dun have the feeling of cny~~
hmm. . .maybe something wrong with me>< gonna fix it soon! haha!
Anyway, wish you all HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 1st!
haha, because maybe not going to spend much time on the computer during CNY!
bye, nitez! going to sleep! haha!

2011-01-28T08:53:00.000-08:00

28th of january 2011, 12.53am!

hey, Andy, dun be sad! you have to be strong!!
dun let your tears coming out from your eyes!
i know is hard to do it yet you have to! NO choice!
you have to be stronger enough!
Don't let your tears dropping out from your eyes in front of tat person
i will never forget the way you treat me!
your words hurt me alot!!
be optimistic, Andy! dun be sad because of that person!
may GOD bless you, just ignore that person
dun bother him so much!
you will better than him 1 day!
i believe you can, Andy!
so tired! bye! nitez!

2011-01-20T23:55:00.000-08:00

2nd day of college!
hmm. . .it was really difficult to wake up nowadays!!
ARH!! i was freaking tired this morning.
Can i have a driver to fetch me to my college everyday?!
T___T i am really TIRED!!
early in the morning, my physics lecturer came in...
and i was wondered that is he my mentor?
**he just spoke** Hi students, i am your mentor!
OMG!! that moment, i found out that he is so funny!=)
and i just laughed accidentally =.=ll, thn the guy beside me was looking at me
yet i think my mentor is a good mentor...(hope so)haha=)
hmm...ESL was the last period of the classes 2day....
the lecturer is super funny and weird!!!
she told us, 'Hey, who is the mentor for this class'(somebody answered)
and she just told us 'oh! ur mentor is my brother' =.=ll
no wonder you are so funny too!!! =.=
i thought she was going to tell us what is ESL.
yet i was wrong!! she told us to take out a paper.
thn she gave instructions and we just followed.
1st of all she told us to write S4(which is my class)
and write our name and so on!
but thn i was shocked when she told us to take out a pencil,
and draw ourselves on the paper! many of thm were shocked 2...

My paper:

but then i still don't understand what is the point of doing this =.=
Don't tell me to know more about us =.=
haha! Okay! bye! see you!

2011-01-17T00:44:00.000-08:00

hmm..actually im not willing to write anything in my blog 2day.

but.....

actually 2day should be a normal day.
i was googling just now, and my brother just came in and told me
brother:goh goh, mommy's grandmother just pass away!
me: oh, are you kidding?! (so sad)
although she is not that close to me
but when i heard this, my heart was just crying!
i just saw her last week in the hospital but now_______!
hmm...k guyz!
niteZ!

2011-01-16T05:52:00.001-08:00

I am back =)
erm. . .this is my second post in 2011. lolz!
yeah im so tired rite now but would like to spend a little bit of times here
hmm, 2day is my cousin's wedding ceremony! i forget! lolz!

early in the morning, i fetched my brother to his swimming class at UCSI =(
I was SHOCKED when i saw chui ting was there 2 this morning!

my brother =.=

is me ^^...and. . . . .

is me again =)

before swimming class:

after swimming class:

Gasp! cant believe tat?! me 2!

=)

was talking with chui ting=)

After that,we went back home and i was just shocked when my mom told me about my cousin's wedding ceremony! i was going to sleep that time~~~@@ oh!!

in the wedding ceremony,

so beautiful!=)
(yeah, my cousin is a malay because my dad's sister, her husband is a malay guy=)

=)

Sigh! we left there before the wedding ceremony started!
haha! dad was a bit busier this morning=(

oh yeah! i would like to share something with you!
1 of friends gave me a song yesterday nite.
the song is called ALL ABOUT HIM. i think it is quite nice.
i was listening to the song again and again...lol
it is so meaningful!=) i love it so much!
i wish that the song is called ALL ABOUT HER!haha!
then maybe i can give it to someone 1 day!
hmm. . .k lar!
nitez!

2011-01-15T06:18:00.000-08:00

Hi guyz!
For those who r still coming to my blog,
im sry tat i have not used blogspot long times ago.
haha=) im here rite now, n will keep updating my blog whenever thr is a free time.
for me, thr r not much of times in our life actually!
i cant imagine tat im a college student now! oh!!
should i buy a coffin now actually?! =)
haha, hey frenz i miss u all so much! (SURIANS and tsun jin)
u all just gave me a lots of memories in my life.
i cant say tat without u all life is meaningless.
yet, im still appreciate our friendship so much!
yesterday midnite, i had ntg to do! so i went to somebody's blog and see!
yup, maybe we wun see each other again in the days coming soon....
but, i hope tat u all will not forget me one day although im not around u!
i told someone b4 tat ''friend forever''. .
i dunno whether this phrase is true alnot but im here to tell u agn
FRIEND FOREVER=)
ladies and gentlemen, i hope we will still keep in touch!
you can call me 2 keng gai everyday if u want 2...
actually im so sad tat every time u all never call me. . .especially tsun jin 1
im the only 1 who so stupid and call u all sometimes!
i think we should cut off our friendship u noe...
i remember tat day 1 of my frenz house party and i went thr,
but it looked very strange, between thy all and me!
only those who are my best friends will still close to me! that 7guyz! haha!
hmm. . .i think 1 day they all will forget me and ofcuz i will forget them 2!
deepest from my heart: i really dunno some of you anymore! you all just looked like
another person!

for surians: i love you all so much and much! JOY is a name that i will never forget!
You all really treated me so good last year and i will never forget you all! Joy's student! haha! to those who are not same class with me, Paul, vei hank, boo hui, jun kang, ding han, siew thong, pei chee, sok yen(a girl that i jz know her), and many of you, i love you all so much! can i give you all a kiss right now! muacks>< haha!
you all are my best friends forever and ever!

Sigh! but im still afraid that we will lost connect with each other one day!
hope wun=( haha!
okay! bye! see you!

2010-01-29T05:27:00.001-08:00

lol...好久没上来update了。。。
应该有一个月了吧
^^..哈哈...

开学到现在都忙着的
不会很忙啦但比去年忙些了
但有时真的好想念理一那几条水
哈。。^^
听说他们今年过年只放到星期四而已
好烂咯！！华校也不放一个星期。。。很奇怪=。=‘’

下星期有cross country neh....
but dun have the mood at all...
haizz...
好啦各位。。。今天就到此为止咯
晚安…………^^

2010-01-08T12:12:00.000-08:00

Guyz n Gurlz....
im here to say gud Bye
gud bye my frenzz....

今天看了很多人的BLOG
我心终于开始衰了TT
打开JJ做那个我们班的短片时。。。
我真的好想念你们
我好想流泪了。。。TT
在那么多年里，你们是我唯一最好的班了

也许我有时也会得罪你们某某人
但我要说的是我从来都把你们当朋友而看待
为了要完成我的某某事情。。。我必须放弃与你们同班了
对不起各位。。。

我一定会与你们保持联络的
有时。。星期六我会回校的
我说到做到。。。
只是看你们而已。。。怕你们根本不想见我
在新的环境。。新的朋友。。新的老师
他们都对我很好。。。
也要感谢秀彤和 pei chee
她们都很照顾我。。。在我很难适应环境的第一天
她们都陪我下课。。
lot of thanks to u all

anyway....i wish u all gud luck n a happy year
S1S1...bye

2009-12-18T09:40:00.000-08:00

A PeRson Who AlWays m@kes excuses for himself will never be improve

2009-12-18T09:34:00.000-08:00

GooooD H3arts @lw@ys B3G3t GoooooD D@yS

l@St tU3sd@y

2009-12-18T09:12:00.000-08:00

哈, 好久update ler...
LAZY...@@
今天还好啦!还不错..
就补习咯..哈哈
到补习中心..竟然最早到呐..

上课中......

认真吧??哈哈^^

好啦...Th3 3nD

2009-12-06T10:12:00.000-08:00

不好意识耶...teenager培训营无法参加
跟家人去旅行了...SORYY!
13 到 19....哈哈..
我讲了好多次耶好像..哈.

明天原本跟我的....约会的..
但她妈不给...TT超失望的
算啦...改次吧

期待 this 拜四呐...
跟大智人去SUNWAY...
去了GENTING到现在好久没在一起出街呐...
ORANG　ＭＥＬＡＹＵ　还要看心情.．＠＠
顶他.．！！！！
那天要好好享受下...
哈^^

好啦．．．各位
又晚安啦．．．．

2009-12-05T10:04:00.000-08:00

haha..sheng sometimes a person lazy is like tat
haizz...so tats y i jz post one since u go hk till now
haha...

哈...还好啦...最近都没什么事发生呐..
不懂要写什么..加上自己又懒惰..@@
上星期三JUSCO SALE呐..
哈...
七早八早就跟爸去买衣..
哇!!我又在一次可一疯狂的买衣了..
damn SHUANG!!!
全折扣到夸张...50% 70% 80%
但花了爸好多钱...
我跟我弟加起来都花了RM1000
TT@@心痛...没变
爸又一直叫我们买...
还能怎样
哈

这几天都陪妈回SEREMBAN看我四舅
HAIZ...又是进医院..
人老了总是都这里有PRO那边有PRO
@@
AAAAA

好啦...都快3点了..
好啦...晚安

2009-12-01T09:29:00.000-08:00

不好意识啊...秀彤
真的忘记你生日是29/11
haha....very very sry
不过我很早就买了礼物给你..
好啦..你去TURKI我在去你家给你KAKAK
哈....在这真的很抱歉@@

等着时间过呐...10/12 go sunway wif dazhi fren
13/12-20/12又去旅行...哈哈^^
真的兴奋...好辛苦才等到十二月的到来..
但我又不想开学...又要面对SPM
I HATE IT!!!!

我好羡慕每个人去了旅行...
胜中今天又飞去香港了...
啊!!我的怎么还没到...!!!
日怀又从日本回来...爽死了

明天又不能出去啦....
又再一次不能出席朋友们办的聚会..
HAIZ...对不起啊!!
我有补习...不能去...
不好意思@@

好啦...最进都很迟睡...
要睡了..晚安

2009-11-24T05:24:00.000-08:00

今天很迟醒呐..哈哈^^
昨天太夜睡了嘛...到四点才去睡觉
结果今天到十二点半了还在睡...
妈就叫工人上楼叫我醒...^^
就给她讲讲下....@@
然后...HAMBALANG都做完后
就下楼弄ITALY面吃咯

aiyor...很难找东西做啊...
不是电脑就是看戏..闷啊..!!!
全旅行都在十二月 ..

不能...我一定要找东西做...
MuSt
刚看胜中的BLOG回来
我也喜欢这句话

"You can walk behind me, but I may not lead;
You can walk in front of me, but I may not follow;
You can just walk beside me and be my friend."

瞒有意识下...

k lar...start thinking...
2day mood...OK!!
nitez

2009-11-22T03:19:00.000-08:00

刚拿到最后以天去PAV的PHOTO..
还记得那天是赶着去看2012MOVIE
我...HUAI...YAN...XUE一辆TEKSI去..
我们是第一批搭到TEKSI的...but去到那边宇镇他们还比我们快..@@
可恶!!!
HUAI没跟我们看...只是去找她妈..haizz
sad

2012 not bad...but not the best that i imagined
anyway still nice for wtching this movie..
later on we went to the pav lobby
nothing to do thr
so we took some photo at thr

who say i not dare to kiss wif a guy...
C!!!hehe^^
u all sure say fake de....lol

anyway im so happy go hang gai wif u al...
honestly tis is the 1st time im so happy when wet wif u all
others de still ok but not much better
k guyz..hope u all hav a nice day in the holiday...

2009-11-22T02:48:00.000-08:00

今天又参加了佛化婚礼
还要是我佛堂的老师呢...!!!哈哈^^
去到大智时竟然看到好久不见的惠玲..^^
看到她但没跟她主动讲话啦...因为我很不习惯这样的...@@
就要回家时候,她有跟我讲一句话呢..哈^^不多但也不少...
开心呐!!还好她还记得我是谁...

今天又去看我表哥新买的屋子
还好啦.!!不烂也不错...
过关.....^^
好啦...今天就那么多咯..
晚安^^

2009-11-21T09:03:00.000-08:00

今天就跟家人出去啦...
妈说要买旅行要带的食物
就想了很久,爸就说..到PUCHONG最大间的GIANT买
老爸说去哪里还有谁可以反抗...就去咯^^

很无聊的我在看路时...就给无聊的姐拍..

爸就很专心的在驾车咯...
路途中没油了又去打油....@@
爸在打时..妈不懂在看什么看到酱入神

买完东西后...又去KLANG吃...?怎样讲那食物的名字呢?
福建话叫''luo bak''啦啦啦...!!!
then就回家咯...

好啦...明天还要上课
不谈了...晚安...^^

2009-11-19T06:29:00.000-08:00

今天终于是我回母校的第一次...
就答应了人家要回就回咯
7pm start,8pm ony reach there
哈哈...^^

去到那边竟然是我最迟耶
@@@@@@@@@@@@
到那边时日怀,崇力,.......all at the school field...
还好啦,回母校都是感觉怀念..
最不可失意的是佳健也有去...哈^^

最近msn跟一个人说话都没回我...:(
超伤心的..TT
其实我真的想跟她做朋友而已
也许我真的很烦吧...@@
但我要强调的是
我是一个宁愿多一个敌人还好过拥有一个不喜欢我的朋友的人..
算啦..也许没缘跟她做朋友吧...TT

好啦各位...晚安啦..

2009-11-18T09:10:00.000-08:00

刚跟我表哥yamcha回来...><
终于有节目了....
结果喝茶时就看到一班''rubbish''
一直在make their motor...吵死人!!!
不同世界的人就是不同世界的....

haizz...今天Sent了一封SMS给日怀..
她看了一定以为我是傻了吗...哈哈..
还好啦...是以前的事.所以不要酱怕我...
哈哈..^^

今天没什么事发生...就这样咯!!
晚安^^

2009-11-08T03:10:00.000-08:00

昨天文娱晚会....
终于表演完毕了..超超超开心的..
很很兴奋...连现在打部落格都笑着的呢!!哈
早上的成果汇报没什么满意..但还好啦..^^

我们成果汇报的表演者....超没MOOD的那时候..刚睡醒..^^

我可爱的主席...叫他拍我们表演他却自拍...

过后成果汇报就完毕le...
就回朋友家冲好凉才回学校...ready for performance
两个傻瓜都在担心着..迟到着...
3.30集合我们竟然4.50才到@@
到学校都很怕主席骂..看到他怕怕的..
他说原来是3.30集合要他们冲凉
吓死我们了..
make up finish then 就拍全体照咯

还跟TAIWAN的人拍照呢!!爽..

很快的晚会FINISH JOR
竟然跟我以前班拍照没跟我班的那些..
忘了跟他们拍...不好意思耶!!

ME and 傻瓜朋友..哈^^

跟我班的演义者

每次跟他拍都不忘镜头...可恶!! 很喜欢跟我做对...

昨天要找我主席....看到他顺便跟他拍..
但却跟他说特地找他拍照
^^...跟我一样吹水一流的好朋友..^^

我在学会要好的朋友....四大天王...
扮GIRL STYLE...but not like...

anyway im so happy of our society de performance n others de 2
^^....thanks all giv me a memorable day

2009-10-31T06:52:00.000-07:00

晚会的服装要西装咩??
很麻烦啊....
如果穿这样去好像有点怪怪...
HAIZZ...还是要配合他们....
主席又说穿白鞋去...哇!!
够力....

今天不小心骂了胜中...
不好意思...心情不好..发泄在你身上..
但因为我明明一开始就跟俊伟讲在食堂吃...
你们一来就全完了...
怎样都好..我不想讲了....
当没事发生吧...

2009-10-28T06:19:00.000-07:00

我目前喜欢的GUITAR就是这把
但很可惜是我朋友的呀!!
是我的...该有多好啊...
这整个星期一直在练习表演须呈现的歌...
TT...手都快开始进入痛觉当中..
今天才第三天而已啊!!!
怎么顶下去....:(
但其实今天才算真真的练习..哈哈..
前天都一直在JIJIJAJA...就谈起这把GUITAR了...
我朋友却说这把不好弹吔...可恶!!!
给我该多好啊...
吉打算你跟错主人了...

今天,俊伟说老师要把我们踢出田径队..
才没来那两天就踢人了..
怎样形容这老师都不知道..
算了..要踢就踢...反正我都不想留下..
两天没来都不能吗.??更何况我是因为我的GUITAR联课要彩排
生气啊!!!!!!
他们总把自己不喜欢的东西而丢掉而不是为了田径队...!!!
好啊..宇镇也走了...那我就看看你们有多利害咯...
要记得田径队里是没人才了...
初中的...懒成无话可说..你觉得他们可以吗?
HAIZ...老师做事不要太冲动..
SIKAP YANG TERBURU-BURU AKAN MERUGIKAN KITA DIRI SENDIRI!!!!
你说宇镇不是很利害...但目前为止他是全校最利害..
这是每个人都否认的事情...所以说是你自己把自己的嘴巴闭上的...
老师...说话留三分给自己...没路了还可以改口...
你是个好老师..只是你拥有一个很大的缺点...
冲动!!!

2009-10-27T09:21:00.000-07:00

好寂寞...TT
好想哭..真的想流泪了..
泪,你流吧

好久没这种感觉了..
好可怕...非常可怕的感觉
回想起以前...这感觉是我女友跟我分手的那一天呀..
虽然不同校但我对她的感觉非常的深
流了泪在她身上..总感觉没人采我了..
难到现在我的感觉是如此一样吗?

真的好久没试过这感觉了..
感觉大家都离开了我的人生TT
泪..你终于流了..

2009-10-27T04:41:00.000-07:00

好伤心耶!!
看到自己的头发被剪成这样TT
原本那位出名的理发师跟我剪到很美的吔!!
但爸爸说头发还很长所以又载我回那儿剪过...
结果一剪就剪成还比阿牛丑的头发...
HAIZZ...不想剪又不可以...爸又在那儿骂...!!!
剪了又说不好..我很难做人啊!!
其实我恨你...但你总是我爸...
我只好听你说话...但我真的希望你会尊重我的那一天...
为何你这么忍心的把我变成这样!!
说少少自己的意见你就发脾气..
头发是我的...其实我可以不听你说话的懂吗?
但你养我所以我必须听....
别人孩子不会这样的...因为他们家长也不会这样对待他们
爸我真的希望你能尊重我下....

昨天户外教学
去那忘了带很重要的东西
我竟然忘了带我心爱的內库...:)
算了...只好等下不穿啦..哈哈...

一到那边...校长在那儿很努力的解释植物的特性给我们
但我对植物一点也没兴趣..所以站在后面看其他东西..
真的好闷呀..还好过程中只拿很少时间
过后就在水上做实验..
哈哈..真爽...其实在水上一直玩水...哈

在做水上实验的时候..
进行在水上跑的时候...竟然惯性太大..无法停止
最后跌到..好FISH啊...
终结还好吧...都是一样

Best Friend Forever

2009-09-16T07:38:00.001-07:00

I’ll stand by your side
Help fight all your fights
And never leave you alone
And when you cry
I’ll get a cup and let you fill it up
And dump it in the ocean
And we can sit and watch as your pain floats away
And when you are happy I’ll capture it in a glass and when you are blue I’ll pull it out and show you
And when you are old and dying I’ll be by your side crying
And when you're gone
I’ll close your eyes
And whisper to you
See you on the other side

2009-09-11T07:59:00.000-07:00

My cLaSs PhOtO

2009-08-01T08:16:00.000-07:00

很失望...太失望
一次又一次不能出席班上朋友的PARTY
算了啦...爸妈不得空...没办法呀!
HAIZ...没关系啦
TT....失望的一天

2009-07-31T09:02:00.000-07:00

又少了一个人了...
HAIZ ...就算多喜欢讲她...
但都是一班同学一定会有一点不舍得
算啦...只好祝她吧
高一理一...少了很多人啊!

2009-07-31T08:52:00.000-07:00

1500m-------3rd
800m-------3rd
400m-------2nd
4x100m-----1st
4x400m----2nd

运动会拿了很多奖啮!!!
不知道是不是为了我们班而奋斗出来的...
HAIZZ...无论如何...我的目标都是因为
高一理一
当宣布团体精神奖时... 就开心了..
这种感觉从不发生在我人生当中..
谢谢你们.... 高一理一

2009-04-24T21:38:00.000-07:00

世乐...你在干嘛???
今天..很难过...很内疚TT
被老师骂了一顿...真的很难受..
你变了吗...?为何现在的你...那么活跃了
我记得你以前不是那样的...
老师...真的对不起!我知错了...
为何会这样??
我要重新改变自己了...
这样下去不知会怎样了...
世乐,从今以后你会给人觉得你是没什么话讲的人了...
信我....我会把你变成非常静的人

2009-04-23T01:55:00.000-07:00

合唱比赛就快到了...
haizz...知怎样!
但还好啦....我们班很好听下...
^^....够假吗?
我也不知要讲写什么了..
只知道考试要到了..
心跳的一天比一天快~

2009-04-16T03:56:00.000-07:00

我累了...真的累了..
我真的无法忍下去了...
妈爸...,您知道学校就像我的快乐花园吗?
我在那是唯一可帮我减轻压力的地方...
看见朋友...我就非常舒服了....
所以学校班上人都看到我傻傻那样...玩到无法形容..
但妈爸..其实我所承受的压力真的好大...
虽然在学校会笑...但还是好难脱离我的压力...TT
我不知我会如何在这样下去...??
TT...我真的累了...

2009-04-05T06:17:00.000-07:00

今天真的很难顶下去...快活不下了

你们没有来大智真的闷啊...

够少人上课今天...**

如果每天这样少人我不知我会怎样了~

还好承耀和 ''orang melayu'' 有来...

没有的话...我真的闷死了....

2009-04-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

这个月又换位子了。。。

哈^^真的非常开心噢。。。跟到胜中坐

那呢，我会好好珍惜跟他坐的日子。。。

一定要在你身上学多一点东西:)

不然的话我就是非常没用了。。。

胜中，你会是我将来的要好朋友了。。

也许吧！我也希望，看吧^^

2009-03-28T07:56:00.000-07:00

Today is not a very gud day for me...
i'm so disappointed of myself...
tat's no working wad i had promised to my parent...
when i putting all my result on my table,
it so sad to c it...
i am a looser...stupid....n lazy...T.T
i really feel tat not to b a andy n b a khoo's family member...
i think khoo is for all smart ppl....but im not...
lazy really make me trouble in my life...
parent...i am really sorry wad i had did...'
sorry for tat...in tis second i make a last promise to u all...
if i didn't get a gud result in the next exam...
i will b under control by u all...i promise tat...
dad...im really sorry wad i had give u...
''A BAD RESULT''...
sorry dad...wad i wan u giv me...but wad u wan i fail to give u...
dad....sorry ya..
mom....sorry tat every time need u to help me
but i fail to giv u the best thing...
is i wan to study in science class...so mom mayb u will think i cant handle it..
but i make a last promise..i will show u n dad in the next coming exam tat i can do it if i wan...
i will change my lazy from now...
dad...mom, thanks for given me a lot of chance
sorry ya....my parentsT.T

2009-03-08T03:34:00.000-07:00

考试了...一转眼就考了三科...
三科里只有一科有信心...
TT...我真的对自己非常的失望了...
后还有四科还没考...真的不知道会怎样...

2009-03-03T09:16:00.000-08:00

好久没写东西了....哈哈..
因为真的太忙了耶...你问我忙什么我也不知.
最近HAIZZ都不知道怎样讲...原本不打机的,给人教到会打机
打到我都快疯了..=.=''
但玩了一两三天不喜欢打了...
考试又要到了...很担心喔!
心里非常紧张...希望能考到好成绩...
哈哈^^

2009-02-08T05:53:00.000-08:00

担心的一天真的来到了...
难道生老病死真的无法解脱的吗?
公公生体一天比一天来得弱了...TT
一天放了学回家路上,妈告诉说公公必须进ICU了
听后心里开始担心了就在车上哭了
人生里,我的亲人是最重要的
要是出事的话...哭的那分不可没有我
ICU里面看着我公公那累弱的样子...真的快要哭了
各天..妈告诉我公公心脏慢慢停了...
所以没去学校上学...跟着我家长去医院,
路程中公公就这样去世了..
难过的我...又能怎样呢...
只好接受事实..TT

2009-01-31T10:33:00.000-08:00

真的不知要说些什么...
感觉非常越来越淡了...
过年就快过了耶...好不舍得..
虽然真的失去了过年的气氛但有点不舍得
HAIZZ...开学,考试就快到了....
好烦哦...!
为何我人生充满着那么多的压力...??
我真的想对天说啊,我压力真的非常多啊!!
其实我真的快顶不下去了..

S1s1

2009-01-28T07:22:00.000-08:00

其实读了整一个月多了....
今年高一嘛...就没跟以前的人同班啦....
就今年i进到高一理一class leh....哈哈^^very happy
还没开始与班上人认识的时候呢,有点紧张:(
但一个月快过完了...终于开始会有自己的评语啊...
今年的班呢...我有很大的满足感cuz erm..能和这班所有的人同班咧...
总是很大的希望咧...
班导师更不必说了sure geng....哈哈...^^(blow water...tiup air very geng)
真的非常开心与这班所有的人同班aa!...:)
love my teacher, love my classmates n love my class(S1s1)

2009-01-27T10:34:00.000-08:00

过年终于...期待拿红包日子又来了^^
但今年总觉得失去了以往过年的气氛...
这种气氛已慢慢的开始离开了我们...
什么时候才回到我们身边呢TT
未来会不会失去了过年的日子呢??
好烦恼喔...!
为何等待快乐时刻真慢,但伤心不需等自然而然会来到的呢???

2009-01-24T07:19:00.000-08:00

HAIZ....又要过年了....等待着来临
有点不喜欢...最喜欢的一天是我们福建人拜天宫的那一天....
最好玩的....
现在很开心咧....终于进到田径培训队...
以前老师叫我直接进...又不要....懒惰害死洛!!!
做不久会员就不要做了....HAIZ...神经...
现在却又辛苦选拔进回去!
疯了.....!!!
但还是很开心咧!有两个联课了...^^
又可以保留在我那么多年喜欢的GUITAR CLUB...
又可以田径, SO　HAPPY NOW.....

2009-01-09T22:03:00.000-08:00

不好意思啊...各位!哈...
现在不是说有一致上网写东西在BLOG了...
真的不好意思咧....!
开学了...所以一般上,就在WEEKEND ON9而已...
那当然先在也只是写整个星期的事咯....
哈!

很怕...

2008-12-29T01:55:00.000-08:00

心里非常的紧张呢!!!
明天就要领取成绩...好害怕哦!
不知为什么今天有点不自在的感觉...
非常的不自在...TT
天啊..我真的非常的情愿向您祈求抱佑我可拿到6A...真的真的非常情愿您能抱佑我呀
我很怕...我很怕!!!

嗮的一天..TT

2008-12-28T05:36:00.000-08:00

今天跟我表弟表哥去游泳....
哇!太阳够力HOT MAN!
去那变嗮到我...就来跟黑人没分别....!=.='
真的嗮到....HAIZZ!
又要等一段时间变回白...TT

在云顶....在云顶!!!!

2008-12-27T07:36:00.000-08:00

嗯....在24至25就跟了一班朋友去云顶玩...但很可惜有些无法来到...
在这两天一夜...真的非常谢谢你们....
我真的非常开心与你们玩耍的日子......!
跟你们在一起总是不会有压力...
你们给了我一种依靠...给了我可一信任的光芒..
谢你们了....嘉俊,承耀,承义,YILING, YINSAN, 羽芳,淑霓...
真的谢你们...

第一次和朋友去云顶玩....

而且是我最要好的朋友啮....!!

四条水在拍照.....

讲到这个...更死....

都不懂在露什么...哈哈...^^

很像很厉害射箭酱....!!!
尤其是蹲着那位......很像很厉害....全部人都在站...:(

UNCLE请我们吃KFC...LEH!!!

叫我请一定请不起.......=.='

人家想吃都不给......TT 结果拍照....HAIZ!!!!

有的吃不要吃....却拍照....TT

这四个条水...知道是谁吗???

就是_____条水....哈哈...冷咧很认真在看东西....
等着看NEW YORK HARLEM SINGERS的SHOW

VIP咧...要很珍惜.....要谢谢建南老师...N

UNCLE NICHOLOS(SECRET RECIPE BOS) haha...

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　我和淑霓....哈哈.^^ CUTE LEH...她啊!

COUNT DOWN MERRY CHRITSMAS!

在云顶外面....SHUANG!

找牺牲人来给我们抱...拍照!!哈哈!!!

你看那承耀....我们在拍照..他看哪里....!

站到酱高...怕人不懂他很高酱...KNS

这八只BEAR 不容易那来的...

很辛苦玩了的POINT 换来的咧!

我爸的毕业点礼

2008-12-25T21:54:00.000-08:00

我和爸...在参加他的毕业点礼....
这是我第一次穿到这样....哈哈....^^

我和我妈....全家最好的那位....哈哈..

因为最不会骂人那位.......:)

哇!!我爸第一次穿到这样....

吓到我....!!!=.=''

我全家照.....最肥最可以骂的是___

最前那位....哈^^

看到嘛....Heriot-Watt University leh...

但是我也什么大学...哈=,=''

竟然看到我不懂谁谁谁的孩子...

就跟他们一起拍了照...

我和我妈...我妈笑得最开心的...

拿了我爸的衣来穿穿下.....^^

如今天我弟是主角...一定笑到我要死...

哈哈

第一天在大智的营....

2008-12-25T21:52:00.000-08:00

从今天一致23/11/2008....
我正在参加生活营:)
第一天的感想....好....
嗯...不知道怎么表达的一天,好像有点不自在的感觉...
情景比较静了些所以整个人就觉得不舒服...
但是啊,很奇怪的事情发生,
不知道为什么营还没来临时我是非常期待它的到来....
有预感这营会比以前来得跟好玩....
所以,我就没想那么多...算了吧...
这三个字说出来的时候...就一件伤害我的事发生了....
但是对方们好像很HAPPY所以算了....就期待明天啦....:)

无用啮...!!!

2008-12-25T21:43:00.000-08:00

心情觉得很兴奋,开心,爽
一大清早,做完早课,
起初还以为进行校内活动当老师一说一起去买菜时...
心里吓了一跳...什么!买菜..
开始怀疑自己是否会买菜
完蛋了!!!!!都不清楚怎样才可说卖的价钱是便宜呢??
________买完菜后...老师给我们穿上海清哇!!!
自己觉得好像个蒙古人洌
也许是穿海清的次数非常少也只不是那一两次
所以穿海清的时候给我一种清新的感觉....像被大自然围绕着
在这两天虽然想了好多意见,但好多被拒绝
其实要一个大家都满意的意见却是不容易:(
我非常失望,帮不到我的组...
失望啮=.=自己真的无用....
无用的我....:(:(:(:(=.=''

奇怪的一天...........喔

2008-12-25T21:41:00.000-08:00

哈哈...今天才想到写blog............:)
其实是在我翻开了一样东西才想到要表答我的心里话
那就是我看见了已往的开心慢慢的离开了......
虽然面对着的是现在但在回忆已前,整个心都躲了下来啊...
一滴一滴的泪水,慢慢的慢慢的从我的眼里流了下来...
怎么会这样的呢???好烦哦...:(

忘了忘了....真的是!!!!

2008-12-25T21:39:00.000-08:00

忘了告诉一样东西啊... 到底看了什么才会让躲了下来呢???
就一天上网的时候啊..无聊没事做就打开了大智group de profile
haizz...怎么好打开不打开就去看大智以往生活营其它点点滴滴平常的照片
当一张一张的照片显示在我眼前的时候....
我的天啊,心开始的流泪了.......
为什么总觉得已往的日子比起先在还要来的开心呢.....
也许这就是一个人的正常感觉.....
其实我们大智的人一年比一年来得少人.....
虽然今年的营很爽...但总觉得已前的来得开心....
好多永久在的人....一个一个的消失了....
我看了心感觉真的非常疼.....
天啊...几时才可找回以前永久的快乐呢.....=.=

对不起,朋友...

2008-12-25T21:37:00.000-08:00

人生也许就是这样...到了最后才来后悔....
其实我在这想说声对不起...
我不知我以前所做的一切有没有使你们不爽的东西...
尤其是大智的人啊...
你们是我最担心的一个...
也许我与你们不够亲而会有这种感觉....
我最担心被你们不爽...所以如有的话,想在这说声对不起....
你们其实是我人生最想交往的朋友...
我最希望能够成为你们的一份子...
所以如有任何错落请多多抱歉....

期待的一天!!!

2008-12-25T21:34:00.000-08:00

整天都在家...闷啮!!
终于明天要去 PULAU PANGKOR了....
爽得很,但又不会很爽...因为没得参加今年的培训营...
TT..失望啊....!!!
为什么要等待开心的时刻很慢..进行着时却很快的过了呢..
老天爷是不是在玩我们啊????
所以又期待这一天到来...又不想那么快过...
很难搞啮..!!!哇!!都不知道那边是怎样的...
以前小时有去过..但忘了...去那么多地方了就是不知道那里是怎样的...
失败!!!@@好啦...准备要拾行李了...